friend or a traitor??

so......do you really think that your friends are loyal to you?? maybe they're hiding something from you?? well we might never know. But have you left out by your friends before? well for all I know they have done all that with a major and stupid reason....so you might ask why I'm suddenly posting this random friend shit thingy. because that is how I feel right now! this had happened to me a lot of time before especially when I was in the Philippines and it even came to the point when I went home crying and told my mom everything. Because at that time there was this girl who is a really mean to me and whenever we had a fight (not physical fighting) she would ask everyone of my girl classmates not to friend me and ignore me and that could last like maybe 2 to 3 weeks. And no one will ever talk to me and I'm always forever alone during lunch. oh, you don't know how it feels, its not bad its very very bad! So now I ended up telling you guys my story which is not what I'm supposed to be doing but whatever as long as I have something to post.